The ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT & The 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟
PHILO
10-19-02022
PHILO
10-19-02022
Hello, dear reader.
What follows is a freshly remastered flowing text experience originally posted in May. My goal is to shake that consciousness of yours a bit. I want to get those rare pieces moving, those selves that settle in our depths. My hope is that you might feel more of you reading than usual; a greater percentage of that multitude of spirts gallivanting in your unity mascaraed. I invite you to read it in a single go, somewhere comfortable, where you feel open to letting those soft animals of your nature out for a visit. If this makes you cringe . . . remember little one, that we all love you no matter what.
And so . . .
<𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘮 𝘴𝘳𝘤 ="𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦_𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦" 𝘢𝘭𝘵="𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦_𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵" />
A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎ is untimely.
It would not be A͎R͎T͎ if it was timely.
A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎ blesses the present with newness.
In 10000 years the same A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎ will bless a new present,
with new newness.
A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎ creates the times to come ≋f≋o≋r≋e≋v≋e≋r≋.
It is never touched a now.It left now for the lovely land of make believe.
Because A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎ is untimely
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 has no ℂ𝕌𝕃𝕋𝕌ℝ𝔼 nourishment.
It has A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎.
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 is A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎’s 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄾🅁,
& financier,& destructor.Lover & assassin
And you are becoming an A͎C͎T͎I͎V͎E͎ ͎A͎R͎T͎I͎S͎T͎?
How brave & foolhardy!
Here is a Prayer for you.
May your ͎A͎R͎T͎ know no CULTURE like it knows no force but is own.I need a metaphor.
May your ͎A͎R͎T͎ toss ballast.
May it rise above ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.
To where the air is thin & charged.
To where the vista is boundless.
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 claimed you would die there.
They were too right.
All that needs death is dying.
& only you’re alive.
If your ͎A͎R͎T͎ must be linked to the fetid force of ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖,
may it form beauty unknown in struggle against that force.
May your ͎A͎R͎T͎ ignore the force!
May it forget ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 & become a force unto itself.
Formed by ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖,to break ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.Used by ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖,to create ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.So it has something new to smash.
ᴱᵀᴱᴿᴺᴬᴸ 𖣘 ᴿᴱᵀᵁᴿᴺ, ᴱᵀᴱᴿᴺᴬᴸ 𖣘 ᴿᴱᵀᵁᴿᴺ, ᴱᵀᴱᴿᴺᴬᴸ 𖣘 ᴿᴱᵀᵁᴿᴺ, ᴱᵀᴱᴿᴺᴬᴸ 𖣘 ᴿᴱᵀᵁᴿᴺ.
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 needs your ͎A͎R͎T͎ to set the coordinates.
And your ͎A͎R͎T͎ always delivers.
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 needs your ͎A͎R͎T͎ to maintain the coordinates.
May your ͎A͎R͎T͎ always disappoint.
【ＴＲＡＭＡ ＭＥＮ】, do you need a war metaphor?
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 loves clean battle lines.
It orders its state troops to fire vollies & die in rows.
But ͎A͎R͎T͎ takes pot shots from windows.
͎A͎R͎T͎ rigs pits with bungee sticks.
It promises ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 the battle will take place at this time & location,
& watches ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 march to that time & location,
& get stuck in thick bush,
shouting, “Snipers, Snipers in the trees!”
How about a better metaphor, a Lover metaphor, a biblical metaphor, an extended narrative metaphor?
Do you need another metaphor?
Make one!
</𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘮>
Greetings! I speak now to the ᗩᖇTIᔕT in you, because the ᗩᖇTIᔕT is in there, listening.
Like you, I am an ᗩᖇTIᔕT, an ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT. And like you, I am becoming, I am an ᗩᑕTIᐯE becoming. This is a strange situation. I am & I am becoming. We shall call this strange situation the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
Like you, I’ve been living through ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯, at the dizzying speed of this life. Yet, somehow, my grip to ᗩᖇT has held.
(◔◡◔)っ♥ 🅺 🅴 🆈 🆃 🅴 🆁 🅼 🆂 ♥
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 = The resentful informer of the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT & the perpetual 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄾🅁 of the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT.
ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT = The only type of ᗩᖇTIᔕT, forever flying toward the newness beyond the boundaries of ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.
𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 = Our holy practicality. The process of becoming that an ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT is blessed to be bound to.
🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 【ᗩᖇTIᔕT】= The ᗩᖇTIᔕT snared in ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖. I know . . . I said up there that there was only ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕTs, & that is still true. All ᗩᖇTIᔕTs are 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 at times. It’s mandatory, folks. But the 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 【ᗩᖇTIᔕT】is still bound to the same 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
🄽🄾🄲🄰🄿🅃🅄🅁🄴 ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT (🄽🄾🄲🄰🄿 ᗩ) = A ℙ𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕔 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒𝕝 ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT that is useful as an aspiration, but cannot exist.
Cuz this is tricky biz. To become ᗩᑕTIᐯE, the ᗩᖇTIᔕT must transcend ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 from within ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖. They must astral project from the confines of the master's house. This is the practice of becoming ᗩᑕTIᐯE.
Because ᗩᖇT is not ᗩᑕTIᐯE if it is bound to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, to stasis. This is 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 【ᗩᖇT】.
Should【ᗩᖇT】be made then? Irrelevant! 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 【ᗩᖇT】is the mandatory fall that finds the rise to our becoming . . . 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
Hell yeah. All 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 【ᗩᖇT】is ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇT because【ᗩᖇT】too, is motion . . . and motion is always towards the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟. The 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 requires becoming, not being. To return, we must leave. To touch the next freedom, the ᗩᖇTIᔕT uncovers the next 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 to explode, and there is always a next 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈. Retox to detox, what a holy practicality.
But to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT is not a practicality. The impracticality of ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇT is the impracticality of liberation, of êñlïgh†êñmêñt. ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇT is too liberatory to permit. ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 must divert the ᗩᖇTIᔕT away from ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇT, & into 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 【ᗩᖇT】
Because, to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, liberation is the unknown, & the unknown is a friction. Enough friction & ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 burns. ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 doesn’t want to burn.
? What does ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 do ?
It reforms itself to adapt to the friction of ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇT. This is êñlïgh†êñmêñt.
It starves the ᗩᖇTIᔕT out by halting flows of resource to them.
It exiles ᗩᖇTIᔕTs to a subculture, where ͎they are permitted a ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 managed simulacra of【freedom】.
It destroys the ᗩᖇTIᔕT via cancelation, imprisonment, exile, or by perpetuating narratives of ᗩᖇT requiring self-destruction so that ᗩᖇTIᔕTs will kill themselves via drugs & suicide.
It transforms the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT into a 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴【ᗩᖇTIᔕTs】via validation, hedonic, & material traps.
? What can the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT do against this arsenal ?
Trust the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, the holy practicality. ((( 𝕱𝖆𝖎𝖙𝖍 / 𝕲𝖓𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖘 ))) An ᗩᖇTIᔕT’s 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 cannot last, in this life and the next you will, again & again, be ᗩᑕTIᐯE
This is my prayer! “Let the sacred cycle of my 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 ever approach ℤ𖣘𝔼𖣘ℝ𖣘𝕆 !”
Because this 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 practicality does not provide as much solace if it cycles in decades . . . in lifetimes.
So, it is the challenge & discipline of the ͎ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT to shorten that 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈.
O sure, that perfect 🄽🄾🄲🄰🄿 ᗩ would fly like a dynamo. They would not notice ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, they would create pure newness in a heavenly realm from simultaneous inspiration𖣘creation and it would shine on ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 as unceasing êñlïgh†êñmêñt; beams of irreverent doom shattering all stasis. Pure becoming.
And not just ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖. 🄽🄾🄲🄰🄿 ᗩ would shine on all things as sunlight shines on cacti, orchids, & strangle-weeds with indiscriminate, effortless grace. Nature finds the use for it, and that use is pure balance with no waste.
And, once created, 🄽🄾🄲🄰🄿 ᗩ would leave their creation instantly, because it is not new anymore.
But the 🄽🄾🄲🄰🄿 ᔕ can’t exist, or can, but only as a soft dream in the center of every ᗩᖇTIᔕT heart.
⚛✧ *𝒮𝒾𝑔𝒽✧⚛
Because the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT is not self-powered, its need a push. ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 provides the force that the ᗩᖇTIᔕT must use. Use & forget. The ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT must remember to forget. Forget, forget, forget with the aim of reducing 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 to the shortest increment. This forgetting remembers the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
The ᗩᖇT that forgets ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 escapes ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖!
If the forgetting is rapid enough, if the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 is really churning, ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 has no other choice but to adapt to the pace. This is the activation of mass êñlïgh†êñmêñt.
ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇT frees us from ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 , frees us to play in the new possible futures. The ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT discovers these futures first, rendering them the only way they can: as ᗩᖇT. This is alchemy, this is transfiguration, & it is neither! Because it must be new to be ᗩᑕTIᐯE. Every thing around you was once new and can be new anew.
Hallelujah! We have our ingredients for a new world! ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT, & the energy of the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
These amnesia lovers remembering & forgetting each other in such rapidity that the rotation times approach singularity.
𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 . . .
We forget ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 as we remember our love for our own becoming dancing in its B E A uuuutiful eyes.
Simple, enough?
Nah. This is a HARD won skill for an ᗩᖇTIᔕT.
Because ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴🅂, asleep to our collective ᗩᖇTIᔕT soul, are enthralled with the Overton Window, the Panopticon, the hegemonic order, the [insert conceptual metaphor for the urge to fight & die for the false promise of security offered by ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖].
To them the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT is a threat! A force of unwelcomed newness. ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴🅂 call the ᗩᖇTIᔕT (within & without) eccentric, dangerous, mad, aberrant, deviant, perverted, entitled, pompous, childish. So many slurs for new.
Simultaneously, ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 carefully curates its identity as the rational & reasonable protector of stability. All the while, milking the ᗩᖇTIᔕT for tiny-manageable-threshold-expansions.
“Law & Order!” Cries ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.
“No Such Thing!” cries the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT.
And with that cry, becomes a target.
Ah, how ironically, ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 can’t nourish on ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 alone; it, also, is not self-powered. It needs the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇT for its tiny-manageable-threshold-expansions . . .
But on its own fascist terms.
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 orders ᗩᖇT into【ᗩᖇT】, sapping only what it needs to keep its distribution centers full & maintain its steady power expansion.
Because ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 craves the perfect sphere. An expanding linear uniformity.
Fuckin’ BooooOoooring.
The ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT wants a universe of ecstatic chaos. Nomad souls, careening & collapsing into endless discoveries among endless space.
The result of this ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 - ᗩᖇTIᔕT struggle is an undulating cloud. A fluxing density of 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 consciousnesses, peppered with ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕTs flying about, tossing whatever is available against the walls of ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.
ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕTs will never stop blasting & 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 boundaries open. The 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 make this mandatory.
So, the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT must surrender to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 to find, again, their 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
An ᗩᖇTIᔕT sinks in to 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 , creates【ᗩᖇT】subservient to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, pander to its demand & are rewarded with validations . . . & a bit of cash.
ᗩᖇTIᔕTs gotta eat.
& we eat so much less then most.
So, don’t fault them (𝓤𝓢). It is the tragic cycle that ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 & the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT both require to delicately drive each others becoming. Again, again, it is the challenge of the ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT to transcend 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 & find their 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, just as it is ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖’𝕤 challenge to trap the ᗩᖇTIᔕT anew.
The ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕT is always living dangerously. That is why they are so fucking cool - beautiful - alluring - tragic!
They are living dangerously in the precarious madness of ᗩᑕTIᐯE creation and they are are living dangerously in the suffocating 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄸🅃🅈 of ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖.
So, ᗩᖇTIᔕTs, get in & get out. Smash & grab. Take what we need to find the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
Does this mean perpetual poverty?
Fuck No. $100, $1,000,000, a celebrity fuck-bud, a $5 Hot n’ Ready Pizza, a limb handshake from the president of a decaying nation & a Pepto Bismol pink Jeep Wrangler? No judgment YO! We’re in this together! Whatever you need to find that 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, find it.
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 is ever building more complex traps. . . and they will always fail because all traps open into ᗩᖇT once the soft siren song of the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 is heard. What a holy practicality. The 🄲🄰🄿🅃🄸🅅🄴 【ᗩᖇTIᔕT】will always return to its ᗩᑕTIᐯE, via the very traps of capture.
ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 tells us that our longing for newness is delusional, something to be medicated & ignored. But that narrative is a PSY_OP to keep us trauma-bound to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖. Cynical, nihilistic despair is a PSY_OP. A desire manufactured by a ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 that requires our continual trauma to expand its power.
We ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕTs laugh at our shotgun wedding to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, & we look forward to the bedding. We weather our fall from grace, because we lust for the pleasure of rising.
Fall & Rise.
It is the rotation of such a lovely, lovely wheel. Our sacred becoming, the 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟.
So, ᗩᑕTIᐯE ᗩᖇTIᔕTs, keep handing out new keys to new kingdoms . . . care not who grabs them. But, to ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖, give only a loving deathbed kiss.
(((( Because ℂ𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 is a fucking ᑭᕼOEᑎI᙭ ))))
((( the ᗩᖇTIᔕT too, a ᑭᕼOEᑎI᙭ ))))
The drama/trauma/duka/dance goes on & on . . .
𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟, 𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝𖣘ℝ𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 . . .